”I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me”
-3 Doors Down, Here Without You

Not too much going on, but I thought I’d give some kind of update.

Work is somewhat kicking my ( Read more... )

”Feels like you made a mistake
You made somebody’s heart break
But now I have to let you go
I have to let you go”
-Matchbox 20, Disease

So, things have certainly been…interesting/busy he last few days, which is why I haven’t updated lately.

The situation between Heather and me is still a bit uneasy. I hardly say anything to her, and look at her ( Read more... )

”You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
We can’t go on just holding on to time
Now that we’re living separate lives”
-Phil Collins, Separate Lives

And so, all fears have come to pass ( Read more... )

”Don't think I can't feel that there's something wrong
You've been the sweetest part of my life so long
I look in your eyes, there's a distant light
And you and I know there'll be a storm tonight
This is getting serious
Are you thinking 'bout you or us”
-Celine Dion, Think Twice

Okay, so it’s been another couple days, time to update.

The new ( Read more... )

”I've no fear at all
To fall so deep into you
Lose myself completely
In your sweet embrace
All my pain's erased”
-Sarah McLachlan, Train Wreck

Today, …sucked.

Today was horrendously busy and both me and the supervisor could barely keep up with demand. We did, but it was just barely. I had a headache come on at about 1:30pm and it lasted the ( Read more... )

”I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I'm drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side”
-Mariah Carey, My All

Well now, I’ve not written in a few days. Time for an update!

Monday (the 18th) was just one of those days you knew not to get out ( Read more... )

”If I give up on you I give up on me
If we fight what's true, will we ever be
Even God himself and the faith I knew
Shouldn't hold me back, shouldn't keep me from you

Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as I am
And live our lives, stigmatized”
-The Calling, Stigmatized

NOTE: The lyrics just seemed all too appropriate for ( Read more... )

”Lyn’ in my bed
Thoughts in my head
Visions of you but I can’t get through the night.”
-Celine Dion, Dreaming of You

Well, it’s been a couple days, but I don’t have too much to report. Except, the title of this entry is the essence of "truth". Beware this nightmare. It can ruin you're Christmas spirit, you're appetite and hearing all in one shot.

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”So hold on my heart
just hold on to that feeling
we both know we've been here before
we both know what can happen
So hold on my heart...”
-Genesis, Hold On My Heart

So, what’s going on with me…

Not a whole lot since last entry…
I was in a really good mood today though, mainly due to 2 aspects of work.
The first was mizd_1. I was happy to see her ( Read more... )

”To really love a woman
Let her hold you -
til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman”
-Bryan Adams, Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?

So, time to get to things I didn’t last night, but ( Read more... )